a new decade has started!!!

Well it has happened...no delaying it any further although honestly if I could I would...in the weeks leading up to this major event in my life I have been wondering if I would have felt more fulfilled if I was able to achieve even just a couple goals I had put forth for myself which would have required us having not moved halfway across the world, just small things like be driving in the hopes of total independence for me and my kids(I feel that they and I have suffered due to this having not happened seeing as waiting to always be driven or picked up really hindered my social life as well as the poor kids who missed out on countless activities etc) the next one was to start a course of some sort, I was leaning towards massage or beauty therapy which I will still look into here but it might be a bit more difficult to find the right ones in English and then crossing the language barrier to tackle a job, not impossible just a bit harder, anyway back to my earlier musings, I guess I just need to keep trying to attain to little goals I put for myself in hopes that one day I can accomplish something worth talking about...not saying my kids aren't worth talking about, quite the contrary, but I just feel this inner need to do and learn something else so that I won't always feel entirely useless...end of rant and here is to all my friends who are also entering a new decade!!!CHEERS!!!